等濃霧散去後，就可以看到最美麗的星空了。

it is not the first time, and maybe, it won't be the last time.
everytime, I try.
like the lyrics, a thousand times for you I tried
I dont know what I can do in the future.
maybe I am still here, maybe I leave.
I am really desperate for all of these suck things.
I could leave, but I don't.
many times, I really want to leave, but I don't.
And I was hurt again and agian. Am I crazy?
I think my tired and broken heart cannot support again.
cause I am so stupid handling everything.
and I cannot do that again.
everytime I tell myself I will not do again, and everytime I failed. I hate myself.